Well a week ago this past Thursday, my husband turned 41 and it was not a very good day for him.  At first I thought that getting older was bothering him, then I thought maybe it had to do with the fact that it was his first birthday without his mother, but now I think there is something totally different going on.  For the past week he has been a royal bear with no end in site.

Since he refuses to talk to me about anything that is bothering him or going on in his life, I can only guess to his shift in mood.  My guess now is that he is worried about his health.  For the past three weeks he hasn’t been feeling the greatest and yesterday he had some tests run to see if we can discover what the problem is.  So now I’m thinking that his foul mood may have to do with the fact that he is not feeling well and doesn’t know what is wrong with him.

I can guess all that I want, but if he doesn’t talk to me, I’ll never know exactly what is going on.  Oh well I guess the only thing I can do is stand back and wait until he is ready to come to me.